September 19, 2008

what should i do..??just forget??

Wan Rex (9/19/2008 10:45:41 AM): effa
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 10:46:07 AM): ayg ader sebab sendiri nape putus dgn awak
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 10:46:22 AM): and ayg tau awak takkan terimanyer sebab ni
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 10:46:31 AM): sebab tu tak pernah bgtau
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 10:46:38 AM): and takkan bgtau
effa (9/19/2008 10:46:50 AM): ayg i think better u tekk me
effa (9/19/2008 10:46:53 AM): tell me
effa (9/19/2008 10:47:05 AM): at least mane taw epa boley maapkan awak
effa (9/19/2008 10:47:12 AM): erm..
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 10:47:31 AM): nope
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 10:47:32 AM): later i will regret more
effa (9/19/2008 10:47:50 AM): because no more love in ur heart?
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 10:48:21 AM): i can say anything coz it will change everything
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 10:48:26 AM): cant**
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 10:48:35 AM): sorry
effa (9/19/2008 10:48:42 AM): plizz tell me
effa (9/19/2008 10:48:46 AM): i really begging u
effa (9/19/2008 10:49:14 AM): n i promise i wont say anything if i noe
effa (9/19/2008 10:49:19 AM): just let me noe
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 10:49:38 AM): i just cant dear
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 10:49:41 AM): sry
effa (9/19/2008 10:49:47 AM): pleaseee
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 10:50:30 AM): sbb i tau mesti takkan puas ati punyer sampai ble2..
effa (9/19/2008 10:50:41 AM): no
effa (9/19/2008 10:50:49 AM): i'm not dat type of person
effa (9/19/2008 10:50:56 AM): but i really want to noe
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 10:52:04 AM): effa
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 10:52:19 AM): forget me and find a better person
effa (9/19/2008 10:52:25 AM): no
effa (9/19/2008 10:52:28 AM): i really cant
effa (9/19/2008 10:52:41 AM): its difficult dear
effa (9/19/2008 10:53:11 AM): u noe wut
effa (9/19/2008 10:53:23 AM): i really suffer bout this
effa (9/19/2008 10:53:34 AM): because of this
effa (9/19/2008 10:53:57 AM): dear pliz let me noe
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 10:54:13 AM): i am sorry
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 10:54:33 AM): but pls dun suffer bcause of me
effa (9/19/2008 10:55:11 AM): ayg
effa (9/19/2008 10:55:17 AM): that sentence
effa (9/19/2008 10:55:22 AM): dah tak boley pakai
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 10:55:31 AM): hahaha
effa (9/19/2008 10:55:32 AM): because i ad suffer n still suffer
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 10:55:37 AM): dah tamat tarikh luput ke?
effa (9/19/2008 10:55:55 AM): ingat roti pe?
effa (9/19/2008 10:56:17 AM): ayg pliz let me noe ayg...
effa (9/19/2008 10:56:21 AM): y
effa (9/19/2008 10:56:25 AM): ?
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 10:56:42 AM): k la
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 10:57:13 AM): entah ar
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 10:57:31 AM): ayg dah hurt awak badly
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 10:57:45 AM): and takut hurt awak lagi
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 10:57:48 AM): sgt2 takut
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 10:57:56 AM): taknak hurt sesape lagi
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 10:58:15 AM): jap
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 10:58:17 AM): listen
effa (9/19/2008 10:58:18 AM): act i just talk bout dis just a while
effa (9/19/2008 10:58:28 AM): k
effa (9/19/2008 10:58:33 AM): continue
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 10:59:12 AM): act even it hurts me, ayg lagi takut hurt org lain
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 10:59:19 AM): taknak main2 lagi pasal ni
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 10:59:37 AM): dah buat kesalahan macam2 dah dulu
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 10:59:41 AM): sgt2 regret
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:00:15 AM): i just very scared to see ppl down bcause of me
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:00:53 AM): so i think its better to not gives hope to anyone so i wont break it later
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:01:08 AM): so i wont hurt anybody later
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:01:14 AM): so
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:01:20 AM): pls forget me
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:01:30 AM): and live your li fe
effa (9/19/2008 11:01:45 AM): cite menarek
effa (9/19/2008 11:01:49 AM): part yang best
effa (9/19/2008 11:01:56 AM): pliz forget me
effa (9/19/2008 11:01:59 AM): ermmm..
effa (9/19/2008 11:02:03 AM): huh
effa (9/19/2008 11:02:13 AM): can i ask u 1 question
effa (9/19/2008 11:02:25 AM): pliz answer it honestly
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:02:34 AM): but if
effa (9/19/2008 11:02:38 AM): not
effa (9/19/2008 11:02:47 AM): u need to answer it honestly
effa (9/19/2008 11:03:01 AM): since i noe u well
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:03:03 AM): depends on the question
effa (9/19/2008 11:03:25 AM): i noe how to differentiate it lie or not
effa (9/19/2008 11:03:26 AM): hurm
effa (9/19/2008 11:03:45 AM): r u luv me?
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:03:52 AM): pass
effa (9/19/2008 11:03:57 AM): dear
effa (9/19/2008 11:04:04 AM): i noe u well
effa (9/19/2008 11:04:14 AM): hurm
effa (9/19/2008 11:04:22 AM): n in fact i really luv u
effa (9/19/2008 11:04:49 AM): in fact susah nk lupakan ayang
effa (9/19/2008 11:05:04 AM): i just talk a while with neng bout u
effa (9/19/2008 11:05:06 AM): act
effa (9/19/2008 11:05:10 AM): hurm
effa (9/19/2008 11:05:34 AM): i ask him wut his opinion
effa (9/19/2008 11:05:59 AM): epa raselah kan
effa (9/19/2008 11:06:12 AM): nape nk clash kalu dua2 sayang
effa (9/19/2008 11:06:16 AM): ?
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:06:40 AM): i didnt say that i love u
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:06:46 AM): effa pls
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:07:07 AM): this is for u
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:07:12 AM): and for me
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:07:29 AM): just go find anytehr happiness
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:07:37 AM): another**
effa (9/19/2008 11:07:56 AM): ayang r u think i can forget the past n confidently live with other person
effa (9/19/2008 11:07:58 AM): ???
effa (9/19/2008 11:08:29 AM): ayg i try ask wut u get dear from this??
effa (9/19/2008 11:08:33 AM): nothing dear...
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:08:54 AM): i can avoid hurting anybody
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:09:01 AM): that is my answer
effa (9/19/2008 11:09:14 AM): avoid hurting anybody???
effa (9/19/2008 11:09:26 AM): u do this make me more suffer
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:10:09 AM): u wont suffer if u find another bf
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:10:18 AM): trust me
effa (9/19/2008 11:10:31 AM): u noe wut
effa (9/19/2008 11:10:51 AM): its totally cant
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:11:10 AM): ni mesti mimpi ayg smalam nih
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:11:17 AM): kan?
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:11:22 AM): tu ar
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:11:39 AM): ignore je
effa (9/19/2008 11:11:45 AM): ayg
effa (9/19/2008 11:11:53 AM): 'when u want to understand me
effa (9/19/2008 11:11:55 AM): >??
effa (9/19/2008 11:11:59 AM): i really luv u
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:12:22 AM): i cant be loved by anybody rite now
effa (9/19/2008 11:12:32 AM): ayg
effa (9/19/2008 11:12:38 AM): ayat ni pom x boley pakai
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:12:45 AM): ceh
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:12:50 AM): tamat tarikh luput gak
effa (9/19/2008 11:12:54 AM): after sume yang terjadi
effa (9/19/2008 11:13:03 AM): u cant saying like dat
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:13:23 AM): lepas "cant" kene "root word"
effa (9/19/2008 11:13:46 AM):
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:13:54 AM): adei~
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:13:58 AM): hahaha
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:14:16 AM): effa
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:14:19 AM): listen
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:14:39 AM): i dont know wut my future is
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:14:56 AM): so i cant guaranty anything rite now
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:15:21 AM): so for the time being
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:15:33 AM): let me live my life alone
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:16:26 AM): i need to metamorph into mature person
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:17:18 AM): kesalahan yg ayg buat selama ni menunjukkan ayg tak matured lagi
effa (9/19/2008 11:22:41 AM): ayang
effa (9/19/2008 11:23:45 AM): erm..
effa (9/19/2008 11:23:50 AM): ayg
effa (9/19/2008 11:23:53 AM): huh
effa (9/19/2008 11:24:12 AM): ayg dah sangat sebati ngan epa
effa (9/19/2008 11:24:23 AM): i really cant remove u from my life
effa (9/19/2008 11:24:43 AM): aygi noe future is unpredictable
effa (9/19/2008 11:24:59 AM): but if u really want to realize it u really can
effa (9/19/2008 11:25:03 AM): paham tak?
effa (9/19/2008 11:26:33 AM): u noe u hurt me badly
effa (9/19/2008 11:26:42 AM): nape tak mau sembuhkan nye
effa (9/19/2008 11:26:45 AM): ??
effa (9/19/2008 11:30:07 AM): ayg epa taw ayg regret to hurt me badly
effa (9/19/2008 11:30:25 AM): but i noe also want to me get more happier
effa (9/19/2008 11:30:38 AM): the only can make my life happier is noe
effa (9/19/2008 11:30:41 AM): is u
effa (9/19/2008 11:30:44 AM): **
effa (9/19/2008 11:36:19 AM): saipul ridwan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:37:45 AM): dah
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:38:07 AM): camni ar
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:38:30 AM): ayg takkan jawab soklan awak sampai ayg keje
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:38:44 AM): terpulang la awak nak tunggu ke
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:38:47 AM): ok?
effa (9/19/2008 11:38:50 AM): ayang
effa (9/19/2008 11:39:14 AM): boley bayang tak
effa (9/19/2008 11:39:19 AM): epa tunggu cam nak mati
effa (9/19/2008 11:39:24 AM): tetibe yaang cakap
effa (9/19/2008 11:39:30 AM): eh tak suke kamu la
effa (9/19/2008 11:39:34 AM): suke owang len
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:39:37 AM): haaa
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:39:43 AM): tu yg ayg taknak tu
effa (9/19/2008 11:40:11 AM): so dah alang2 bagi hrapan
effa (9/19/2008 11:40:22 AM): bagi r harapan sampai abes
effa (9/19/2008 11:40:25 AM): paham tak
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:40:34 AM): sbb tu ayg taknak bagi pape hope dah
effa (9/19/2008 11:40:49 AM): ayg 4 tahun lepas ayat ni boley pakai
effa (9/19/2008 11:40:55 AM): saya dah tak valid
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:41:21 AM): tu ayg cakap
effa (9/19/2008 11:41:21 AM): skang**
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:41:29 AM): dulu ayg tak matured
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:41:51 AM): so skg nak berfikiran matured skit
effa (9/19/2008 11:41:55 AM): haha
effa (9/19/2008 11:42:03 AM): senirik cakap senirik matured
effa (9/19/2008 11:42:08 AM): sangat tak boly blah
effa (9/19/2008 11:42:15 AM): ayang
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:42:17 AM): hahaha
effa (9/19/2008 11:42:27 AM): matured x matured pun
effa (9/19/2008 11:42:34 AM): history cant change
effa (9/19/2008 11:42:45 AM): n dis feeling also cant change
effa (9/19/2008 11:42:48 AM): paham?
effa (9/19/2008 11:43:03 AM): ayang nk mitak maap berjuta2 kali
effa (9/19/2008 11:43:20 AM): pun u cant make a miracle to change the past
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:43:42 AM): epa pnah dgr tak org cakap
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:43:56 AM): syg lah org yg menyayangimu
effa (9/19/2008 11:44:39 AM): ayg after i going trough my life till now
effa (9/19/2008 11:44:49 AM): i learn a lotsa thing
effa (9/19/2008 11:45:15 AM): cinta boley dipupuk sayang
effa (9/19/2008 11:45:53 AM): n dun ever let everything which suppose to b yours gone
effa (9/19/2008 11:46:11 AM): epa dah banyak lalui macam2
effa (9/19/2008 11:46:22 AM): kegagalan..kekecewaan..macam2 ayang
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:47:27 AM): okok
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:47:33 AM): u know wut
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:48:01 AM): skg ni ayg ader pakai ring kat jari manis ayg
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:48:21 AM): time ayg bli ring ni ayg janji kat diri sendiri
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:48:53 AM): as long as I wear this ring, I lock my heart to anyone
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:49:20 AM): and ayg cadang untuk pakai this ring sampai ayg keje nanti
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:49:35 AM): pape pun
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:50:04 AM): im not anyone's till then
effa (9/19/2008 11:50:30 AM): hurm..i do not now how determine u r
effa (9/19/2008 11:50:44 AM): but ayang sumtime
effa (9/19/2008 11:51:10 AM): what ever u wish u must thinking back
effa (9/19/2008 11:51:33 AM): nnt diri senirik yg menyesal
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:52:21 AM): ok
effa (9/19/2008 11:53:22 AM): ntah r ayang i really do not wut i should say
effa (9/19/2008 11:53:41 AM): because ayg yg sbbkan epa sayang ayg
effa (9/19/2008 11:54:12 AM): n u r also person yg hurt me badly
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:54:19 AM): huhuhu
effa (9/19/2008 11:54:26 AM): tp epa tak pernah marah ayang
effa (9/19/2008 11:54:40 AM): because i alwaz put my situation in ur situation
effa (9/19/2008 11:55:07 AM): i alwaz thinking positively
effa (9/19/2008 11:55:42 AM): even i really hurt
effa (9/19/2008 11:56:11 AM): waktu mule2 epa taw ayang suke yuni..
effa (9/19/2008 11:56:14 AM): epa mmg marah
effa (9/19/2008 11:56:22 AM): tp bile epa pikir balik
effa (9/19/2008 11:56:29 AM): kecian kat ayang sabishi
effa (9/19/2008 11:56:38 AM): erm..epa cakap takpe la
effa (9/19/2008 11:56:50 AM): at least adew owang tengokkan ayang
effa (9/19/2008 11:57:02 AM): sampai qila cakap bodohnye epa pikir cam tuh
effa (9/19/2008 11:57:16 AM): but i'm not stupid sangat la kan
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:57:56 AM): hahaha
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:58:07 AM): tau tak nape ayg suka yuni?
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:58:31 AM): sbb ayg harap dgn sukakan org len ayg boleh lupekan awak
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:58:40 AM): tapi kesian gunakan org plak
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:58:51 AM): sian dia
effa (9/19/2008 11:58:58 AM): tapi r u really can forget me dear?
effa (9/19/2008 11:59:05 AM): sure cant
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 11:59:08 AM): pass
effa (9/19/2008 11:59:36 AM): i strongly confident with it
effa (9/19/2008 11:59:50 AM): i noe u cant forget me
effa (9/19/2008 12:00:14 PM):
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 12:00:31 PM): taknak cakap pape dah
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 12:00:36 PM): pape pon
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 12:00:46 PM): i advise u carik la org lain
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 12:01:05 PM): jangan susah2kan diri tunggu org yg tak sudi ni
effa (9/19/2008 12:01:15 PM): hhha
effa (9/19/2008 12:01:23 PM): ayg epa tak taw r
effa (9/19/2008 12:01:31 PM): nk cakap untuk kali berjuta kali nye
effa (9/19/2008 12:01:35 PM): la kan
effa (9/19/2008 12:01:39 PM): berbuih mulut epa
effa (9/19/2008 12:01:56 PM): epa mmg tak boley nk g ngan owang len
effa (9/19/2008 12:02:04 PM): by hook or by crook
effa (9/19/2008 12:02:13 PM): u r the choosen
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 12:02:22 PM): hahaha
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 12:02:27 PM): awak tak try ag mana tau
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 12:02:39 PM): cuba try dulu
effa (9/19/2008 12:02:40 PM): tp kalu kamu tak mahu
effa (9/19/2008 12:02:48 PM): epa mmg takdew sesape
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 12:11:58 PM): klu btul awak nak tunggu
effa (9/19/2008 12:12:01 PM): mmg ayang epa yang punye
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 12:12:30 PM): nanti ayg dah keje half year tunggu la rombongan tunang
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 12:12:36 PM): tapi tak janji
effa (9/19/2008 12:12:39 PM): aiyoo
effa (9/19/2008 12:12:42 PM): cakap cam tuh
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 12:12:46 PM): tunang ngan sape pun tak janji jgak
effa (9/19/2008 12:12:59 PM): cam bagi harapan taw
effa (9/19/2008 12:13:04 PM): dah berbunga2 dah
effa (9/19/2008 12:13:06 PM): adeii
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 12:13:23 PM): hahaha
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 12:13:30 PM): takley watpa ar
effa (9/19/2008 12:13:37 PM): ayang taw tak
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 12:13:39 PM): tau tak
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 12:13:42 PM): hahaha
effa (9/19/2008 12:13:49 PM): hahah
effa (9/19/2008 12:13:54 PM): ayang cakap la
effa (9/19/2008 12:13:57 PM): dulu
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 12:13:59 PM): awak la dulu
effa (9/19/2008 12:14:04 PM): x mau
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 12:14:08 PM): hahaha
effa (9/19/2008 12:14:09 PM): ayang kene cakap dulu
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 12:14:18 PM): tau tak
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 12:14:29 PM): ayg skg ni takut tak abis agi
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 12:14:55 PM): takut suka pompuan len
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 12:15:07 PM): "ter"suke
effa (9/19/2008 12:15:15 PM): hah
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 12:15:26 PM): so bg ayg better ayg tak kapel sesape
effa (9/19/2008 12:15:31 PM): hidden meaning
effa (9/19/2008 12:15:39 PM): act aayang syg epa
effa (9/19/2008 12:15:45 PM): tp takut pisang berbuah 3 kali
effa (9/19/2008 12:15:48 PM): cam tuh
effa (9/19/2008 12:15:58 PM): my intrepetation
Wan Rex (9/19/2008 12:16:28 PM): sekati jek wat andaian gitu


aishhhh..nape r...nk wut pe la..x taw..erm...hohohohohhoh..susah nye...

* sabishi=sunyi

19 comments:

Anonymous said...

wah... panjangnyer.. penat eden baco..
ex-bf ek? hm.. dia pun cam nak taknak jek... tak faham nape awak still nak kat dia.. baik awak cari kebahagiaan awak dari menunggu benda yang tak pasti.. tapi ni pandangan saya je la.. apa2 pun buat la keputusan untuk kebahagian diri..

effafazierah said...

haha..itu pun sikit kot..hahaha..ex bf..ye r x taw nk cakap nape ek still nk kat dia..after 3 n half bercinta cam nk mati lalui hidup susah senang sama2...so sangat memhami masing2..hurm..love is too complicated...ntah r sumtime rase cam seksa diri jugak tp yg buatkan mende ni complicated adalah dia..napelah susah sangat nk buang ego dia..huh

Anonymous said...

adei..panjangnye..habis gak aku baca..pendapat aku la..dua2 let go je..sorang asyik nak tarik..sorang lak asyik nak lepas..susah la..mmg betul la long distance relationship ni susah..susah nak bg komitmen,perhatian bila tak dapat jumpa..mmg la sekarang epa mesti rasa takkan dpt lupakan si saipul ni..but just try to give yourself some time..in the end..either you`ll just completely forget him..or you`ll just keep waiting 4 him..but for now,just let go,enjoy life.

TeleJiwa said...

huhu..sodih gak den baco..epa..mmg a complicated ble duk jauh2 nih..x kisah la bape lame pun ko knal die..walaupun aku x kenal die..hahaha..tp bile dah jd cinta antara benua..susah a..n org kate between 3rd n 4th year couple..dugaan nye sgt besar..luar biasa..so kalu lepas sume dugaan 2..insyaallah ade la harapan..walaupun 2 sume Tuahn tentukan..org kate la..for me..die sbena syg kat ko..but now he's in conflict..like he said..takut 'ter'kecewa kan epa..he want you but being so far2 away from u makes him very confusing..die igt kat ko sbenanye..tp sumtime ble die perlukan ko n ko xde 'dekat' ngn die..he's heart very vulnerable..hehe..walaupun ko bleh min ym ngn die slalu..but it's totally different situation..tu yg die takut terjumpe org lain dikala hati nye kesunyian..hehe..byk lagi aku nak comment..tp letih plak menaip..haha..papepun..kalu ko sanggup la epa..sanggup hadapi mase depan..same ade die jd anta rombongan minang atau die jumpe org lain..ko tunggu la..tp kalu ko takut dikecewakan lepas ko tunggu die mcm nak mati..just forget him..just wish all the best..may Allah bless u n drive you toward your happiness..

effafazierah said...

anonymous : hahahha..mmg panjang la...ya long distance relationship mmg susah..ya i think dat is the rite way..let roll n enjoy my life ..weee~susah tapi i need to move on..kekadang rase dah pun move on..tp kekadang aissshshhh..susah nk cakap la adeiiii...
telejiwa : tima kasih telejiwa..taw icik mmg banyak pengalaman since b4 ni u also involved in long distance relationship..hahhaha..yup i noe he want me but arghhhh....ntah la.. bukan nak cakap la..but after almost 4 years being together i noe him well..n my instinct alwaz rite...tp i'm noe rite now he's in conflict..just let him a time to enjoy n pikir bebaik...kalu boley kita betulkan keadaan...nape kita tak boley nk betulkan keadaan itukan..???erm...neway thanks telejiwa...=)

Anonymous said...

effa sbnrnya long distance kke short distance relationship is not the problem la.apa yg penting HATI masing2..

ermm..cek xtau dah nk ckp apa.
oit xkan dok panggil ayang2 lagik kot. baik ko jgn wat gitu. nnt dia berada di zon selesa. langsung x rs bersalah. mana bleh! (marah nih =p)

rasanya let him go la effa..mmg susah! tau yg tu. tapi y not if u give urself sum time, jgn pikir sangat menda2 ni.menda ni akan pegi sendiri nanti..nnt lama2 kita akan biasa gak..walaupun maybe x bleh lupa sepenuhnya.give a try!

tapi untuk pengalaman, i think being single is better la. hahaha. dont u think so?? nk kuar ngan sapa2 pun bleh, xyah nk repot2 ngan laki tu..kira free sket la..lagik luas pergaulan kan?=)

bukan apa, sbb bila dia ckp cm2, susah la kita nk ubah,kan.
maybe pasni bleh jadik better person, mana tau lagik ramai yg hensem2 kaya2 berharta, berilmu terpikat kat ko. lagik masyuk beb. haha
ada hikmah sebalik semua ni. things happen for reason. kita bleh blaja dr kesilapan, mana2 yg rasa kurang tu kita tambahkan..insyaAllah.

eh kan kate dah terjatuh chenta kt orang len? ok pe? perkembangan yg baik. move on ngan yg tu. lupekan kisah2 silam.

erul alambina said...

eppa..

ponat den membaca post ko neyh..
pjg glez..
tp,
lastly..
sumer xterjwab gk..
still tegantung meyh...

xda smbungan ke??
huhuhuhu~~
nk tau gk kisah lanjut...
cinta dua negara berbeza neyh..

yosh3!
hidop mau lepak...=)

Anonymous said...

sokong2..aku pun nak tau sambungan episod nih(mcm drama la pulak ada episod2)..(^^)v

effafazierah said...

norq: tenkiu norq..dear u mmg pendengar cita kisah hidup i ni..selalu bagi opinion..thanks alot dear..yup ati tuh penting..mmg penting..sbb atilah till now i really luv him..wawawawa...norq sbb dah nareru kot ..terbese r panggil tuh..huhu..susah nk ubah..adeiii.erm..yup i think i like someone tp takut i jadikan dia sandaran pulak..huhuhu..nnt kecian pulak kat dia..he's really nice person...

arJuNa jaLaNan:hahah..nak wut camne yang menggantungkan kisah ni bukan aku..tapi si dia..wawaaaw..

Anonymous: erm..act ni baru sikit nye cite..kalu full version..rase2 kalah jugak lah rating cita anakku bukan anakku..hahahha =p

Anonymous said...

la.. memang la bf tempat gf bersandar.. tempat luahan perasaan.. tempat melegakan luka2 lama.. itu la gunanya buang yg keruh amik yg jernih.. takyah seksa2 diri lagi.. YOU live your life...not HIM..

Anonymous said...

epa!!!!
dapat jugak blog hang..
aritu xdapat jumpak...aku demam plok one day b4 wedding EL tu..hadeh....epa...aku jenuh baca ko nya perbualan tu..panjang bebeno..hihihi..
effa..lupakan je la dia fa...
mmg ssh la kan..tp aku tau lama2 misti boleh..buang sayang tu jauh2...jgn ada terpalit sikit pon lagi...hihi..pandai la aku berkata2...hmm...cm pelik je mamat tu punye reason...x paham aku...ape2...nasiat aku..lupekan aje die...sket2 la...ha..bulan ramadhan yang mulia ni doa bnyk2..ok!!!!
Selamat berpuase..n Hari rYA!!!
mmuuahh..rindu plok kat ko skang ni

Anonymous said...

ermm..mm..aaa...err..huhu..rasenye mamat tu cm x serius je time kamu menseriuskan diri..heee..susah woo nak buang syg kalo dah syg..wlupon da jmpe org lain,ati ttap pd beliau..huhu..kesimpulannye..tggu dan lihat..klau xnak saket,go ahead dgn yg baru..tp kawan2 sudehh..klu syg tggu le beliau pulang..huuuuu

Atishoo86 said...

epa~wow!!pjgnyer...epa...mmgla cdeyh...ak baca pon cdeyh kalo ak kat tmpat ko.tp rex nanka kalo dia trima epa balik pon ak xrasa dia akan komited dgn hbgn korg.like seriously...bila baca nieh, aku rs dier cam hidoi!!maji hidoi!!maybe agak keras pkataan nieh...tp aku rs, dia da kurg 'rasa' kanaa kat epa.
epa~u hv a lot of fwens...in msia, n us in japan..ktorg sntiasa support epa, me, noq, etc had been ih this kind of situation b4...take noq 4 exmple...kapel lame jgak cam epa, but she's doin great rite now~
epa~ak xmaula ckp dunt worry nanti sure ko akan jmpe a much better person...sbb dl org slalu ckp kat aku smpai aku rs iya~tp...mmg btol kot...4 a great person like u...u deserve some1 better kot.yg btol2 care...n btol2 syg epa...n setia... jarak jauh is not da reason epa~he's just a guy of many REASONS.n apparently i'm sick of these kind of guys.
EPA BOLEYH!!KTORG SYG NGAN EPA!!EPA KUAT!!

Atishoo86 said...

owh yes...1 more, dun call him ayang dah k??like noq said, mesti dier rs dier winning..and dats ABSOLUTELY NOT da rite place for him!!

Anonymous said...

epa,aku pun rasa nak nasihat jug.kesian ko.better u take a move dan hidup tanpa dia.aku tak rasa dia tak sayang ko.tapi mungkin dia hanya sayang sebagai kawan bukan as kekasih anymore.dia bolah bagi bermacam-mcm alasan untuk tarik diri.aku rasa,bila dah terang dia nak tarik diri,,biarkan lah,,just let him fly...maybe when the time goes by,ko akn faham hikmah perpisahan ni..time will tell everything...just be strong!

erul alambina said...

eppa!

mner smbungan cter bersiri neyh??
haihh~~

effafazierah said...

wannur: epa windu kamu juga =p
anonymous 1:cam taw jek sape kamu..rase2 la..
echa : thanks dear..i noe i have a lot of gr8 friends..muahhh..xoxo
anonymous 2:yup..aku macam mula mengerti hikmah disebalik apa yg berlaku
arjuna jalanan: nantikan kesudahan cite ini apabila aku nk kawen nnt..kene r suprise..hahaha :p

athirahassin said...

ermm.....
laki slalu camtu..
huhuhu...dorg juz think bout dorg je.
after they promises girl evrythng then they leave..is it fair???
hohohoh.... after a long tm....its not that easy 2 4get him...sbr je la... they afraid of himself..nape ye?? xyakin konon..alasan je tu..

Anonymous said...

rase cam tau?sape..

 
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